Falsa Veritas... Innoxium Medacium

And the world moves on it appears.

2010-11-15T17:51:00.000-05:00

I have been away from this site and my other site for some time, any RPG sites I have been working on have either died or never got off the ground due to offline issues with time and such. Or I haven't got them completely ready to get off the ground yet.

Beyond that I am looking into a new job prospect, something I applied for a few years back and finally had an interview for the job a few days ago, I am hoping to hear back good news from the people and I will be very happy. However, that has allowed for less time to be online and more time being worried about getting a new job and such.

So far though, life is well and I still write and program. So the world still moves.

-Deccy

Hi again!

2010-06-24T18:55:00.001-04:00

I didn't forget, trust me. heh. I have been busy though. w00T Getting RPG sites up and running and beginning to write a new story, yay for me. Taking my sweet time though, hoping it will rock. Ya should check it out.

Anyway, I am off ta the races, got some work stuff and what not to get done and well,YAY heh.

Enjoy it!

Deccy

Excerpt from my new story Crystal Moon

2010-06-07T07:47:00.000-04:00

“Wait for ‘em Lucas, ya’ll know when ta strike, just wait.”
Those were the words Lucas remembered in the front of his mind as a Gray Guard’s arrow shaft magically sprouted from his mentor’s right eye. Lucas still couldn’t trust what he eyes saw at the time, but he could trust the actions that followed. It was just revenge, or maybe it was instinctual protection. Either way, Lucas already knew the outcome, he was a wanted man. Wanted for slaying Royal Gray Guards out here in the Darkwind Forest, due west from Calis, Lucas trembled at the thought.
There are still more out there Luc, just remember what ol’ Bram taught you. They are always out there… Just have to be cautious, prepared, and concealed.
Lucas threw the hood over his head, the grays, browns, and blacks were the traditional colors of this fine forest, always appearing dead and grisly. But this was the place he called home, what his family and friends called home. It was his duty and honor to protect these forests. Keeping his hand close to knife and sword he crept slowly from tree to underbrush and back to tree. It was always this way, as far as his training and young mind could recall, always keep hidden, always keep quiet. And most of all, always keep alert.
It wasn’t quite time for the Gray Guard to call in their night parties, but that would happen soon enough, Lucas knew it would. When that happened, he could go rest, as there would already be his replacement out in the woods for him. Lucas was tired, but it wasn’t time, sleep was not something he could take refuge in from his current situation, sleep was not allowed on watch, and the people of the forest were good at keep their Watchers awake during their appointed shifts.
The sun was beginning to rise when Lucas touched upon the top of the crest that hid the Valley of the Elves, his homeland resting a few hours travel beyond it. The elves were a nasty and “superior” race, at least in their own eyes. Lucas paused and watched the valley below, there didn’t appear to be any of the elves running about, but there did appear to be some commotion brewing in their Fae boxes.

I say 'new' because Crystal Moon was a lot different than that excerpt. Makes me sad to see I changed it that much. I am in the middle of locating all the required sites and information I can locate for trying to reconstruct my original story.

Got a temporary internet setup and MSN Live

2010-06-07T07:42:00.000-04:00

YAY I have been working on Getting the messenger for a month now, got it... w00T. Also got a temporary internet setup until I decide to pay the money to either get the license for it OR get something more effective through Verizon... Dunno yet which I shall do.

On a different note:

My stories are stagnant, I am trying to either rework them or get into them once again. Hopefully breath life into them. One of my stories is way different and it is rather depressing thinking about it... I lost all that lovely information on it. =( It was going so well too...

Well, off to the drawing board/search engine/whatever.

-Deccy

Wow... I have gotten lazy with the posting...

2010-05-21T15:43:00.000-04:00

heh, working on getting a new C-box or something on that side of my blog... --> that side there.

Besides that, work sucks, still open and it still sucks... But at least it pays my bills and what not. -nods-

been playing Spore, fun game but can get tedious.... Thinking about booting up Sim City 4 tonight for a bit. Heh.

As for anything else, been depressed, well... Sorta. Been busy and stressed really. Trying to get some writing done is impossible right now. BUT I am trying...

Until I get a new Cbox use comments for now. -nods-

Its been a while...

2010-04-19T18:01:00.000-04:00

Yes it has, sorry all! Work is staying open for a bit longer, YAY! Uhhh... Taxes are done, and gaming rocks. My phone's charger has crapped out on me, so I am working on getting a new one, that should happen in a few days... YAY! =^.^=

Uhh... I am working on writing stories, those are coming along awesomely. I am going to soon be locating a way to broadcast them over the interwebs and such, I think that would be nice... Do a net-based book series... Heh, every so often give out small books that could eventually give me enough material to make a full book.

Any of ya'll that would like to help in anyway, please... CONTACT ME if ya have my contacts... OR!!!

Even better ideas:
A) Use the c-box there --->

Yes, its over there... Right there, just a few pixels over... Yes, a little more... GOT IT! =====>

B) Comments, yes those things are located down there, just after my post ends where it says the date, author, and labels... Yes that little link down there.

So far though, that is all I have... OH! Wifey and I have invited friends to move in with us, that is going pretty well... They are obeying our wishes, which is nice. We laid out ground rules and such. They are being obeyed. Which is nice...

Just got to get the three year old to learn that what he does at times is not always good behavior. Working on it though, a lot! I mean he is a good kid and all, so I can't complain very much.

Ohhhh, May 2nd is like... Right around the corner, ^.^ Yay... That means the wifey and I Have been together for a full year... Rocking awesome!!

Heh... Sorry for such a deadededed Site.

2010-03-04T18:33:00.001-05:00

Sorry I promised people I would keep this updated, I have been massively busy offline and haven't had much time to do much of anything. Locating a new job, taxes, work, etc, etc... it is hard to make time to do this lovely thing called Blogging.

I am working on it though, lately though I have been playing a game online via my Droid phone, it rocks to be able to do that... Blogging though would be a little rough to do, takes too long to type really really long posts in boxes with just your thumbs... Not to mention the pain my thumbs feel after doing it. Yes, I have done it a few times... It hurts, ALOT! >.<

oh! I have been writing, looking into a way to post it here so ya'll can read it though... LOL

Enjoy this post. =P

Droid Eris, Christmas, New York weather, and Job Searching

2009-12-21T17:47:00.005-05:00

Lets kick this off with a big thing. My new phone. It's the Droid Eris by HTC, it is a smartphone who's provider is Verizon Wireless. I find the phone to be relatively nice. It has a very clean and 'intellisense' set of home screens [7 to be exact]. The browser is pretty quick on the upload, the phone's calls are decent, considering. The camera is freakin' awesome, a 5.0 megapixel, rocks. The video recording is okay, I guess.

Over all, the biggest cons are this: The sounds are rather soft, unless I get my own sounds the pre-installed ones blow harder than George Bush did Dick Cheney. A few sites I access online tend to cut out, Mibbit.com and Meebo.com, both are online free messenger styled programs. The phone doesn't enjoy them a whole lot. And lastly, the battery. The fucking thing is always in need of a charge. Damn applets, one would think that when a company makes a phone geared towards application use they would give it a fucking battery developed to handle the use of said applications for a long period of time.

Other than that, nice phone. All touch, sides a few buttons. The volume rocker is a little eh, not my favourite thing on the side, drives me bonkers actually.

Christmas was good, got a lotta things, I enjoyed the company of my wife and family the best though.

New York weather sucks. Horridly.

Job searching is meh, slowly going on. Not a lot of places are hiring because of the economy still being low, but I am still looking. Damn Penn Traffic.

Christmas, Being Poor, Corporate CRAP, and Poor Snowplowing MORONS!

2009-12-07T19:12:00.003-05:00

Well, yes the worst time of the year has come around... w00T, BUT it's also the best time too... Weird how that happens. I am big on the whole ideals behind Christmas and such, which is cool and all.

What I don't like about it though. How Corporations like to turn something as awesome as just spending time with your family into gift giving that involves spending a shit load of money and the likes. I wish I could kill my brain and upbringing at times when it comes to Christmas because I ALWAYS feel obligated to go and fucking spend money during this time of the year, and currently its harder than hell because:

A) I have two jobs - one of which is dying like a stuck pig that has been bleeding for the last decade, sad eh?
B) Propane bills suck so much old man cock it isn't funny;

and lastly,

C) I hate buying gifts for people, I never know what people fuckin' want.

On top of that, the weather is bloody COLD and SUCKS, i use to love the winter, but when you have little to no hair [this is all on purpose: see Beware of mohawk it SUCKS massively!

But that's all okay. The worst part of the weather is... well, I live about fifteen minutes from work... On a good, sunny day. Winter, nearly a half hour. Fucking snow plows need to learn to PLOW the roads, not just throw shitty fucking rock salt on the roads and call 'em good. Assholes.

BUT beyond all of that, currently have gotten sucked into the newest of my roleplaying addiction, VISIONARY TALES, see link above for the shameless plug.
Well, I think I am done ranting and raving...

YAY! I have until the 15th of Febuary

2009-11-25T10:36:00.003-05:00

Well, I knew the inevitable was going to happen. Just didn't expect it to happen this quickly after my one-year working at P&C Foods. Figures though, considering the sudden change in things happening with the company's poor accounting skills.

Filed Chapter 11 bankruptcy, that's the third time they've done this too. One would think that this sort of thing could only happen once... But nope, apparently it can happen three times. WTF.

So, looking for a new job... Which sucks because I really don't want to work at another grocery store and such... but it appears I may end up having to.

meh.

2009-10-29T19:42:00.000-04:00

pondering leaving anirealm, yeah its the last link in my links box located up there, -points to the top of his page- yeah that link.

i have been pondering this really really hard for the last few weeks, more so lately than ever. not entirely sure. -shrugs- but to be completely honest i feel like i'm being restricted in my writing skills and my character style.

if anyone that reads this knows my style, i'm a big writer. i usually write ALOT. my character style... It's similiar to personification, but I call it Incarnate. basically i take an emotion or a thing and make it a real person and give it some neat stuff and bam. a really diverse character that is usable in just about ANY roleplaying experience. -sighs- unfortunately... i feel like i'm being hindered.

Probably just me.

Another Number... Amongst The Millions

2009-10-10T10:57:00.006-04:00

If you know anything about me. You know that I'm an avid punk rocker. I'm one of those sub-culture people that have a high distaste for corporate control and govenmental oppression. I say distaste because hatred or other negatively created words are just not befitting of such a feeling.

I live in the United States, in the past year the American government has issued the right for the local governments to install cameras in every building interior, outside of private requiring rooms [such as bathrooms and dressing rooms], on every street corner, and every stop signalling light. Don't believe me? If you live in the United States, take a walk around your city blocks... Look at all the buildings you go into, grocery stores, banks, clothing stores, schools, etc. Then look at all your street corners, those little flashing red hand and green walk lighting fixtures... Those have built in cameras.

Then, hey look up while yer standing at the corner, smile big and wide, give you best f-you pose and take full satisfaction that government you live underneath to protect and serve you has your mug shot saved in some database with a number tagged on it that looks oddly similar to your Social Security Number.

Yeah that little number that... That's your tracking code, if you want to think of it that way.

Now, the corporations, this one no living soul can avoid. you need clothes, a roof over your head, food in your stomach, electric, heat, water, those sort of thing... Guess what? Sure as hell can't do all of that yourself and still survive... You need to get the materials SOMEHOW. Yep, everyone is affected by these money grubbing fools that exist. Even I.

So needless to say... Today, I feel okay, better than yesterday, but still. Its there... Now I just feel more like another amongst the millions of other that live.

Meh, just plain meh.

2009-10-09T12:42:00.002-04:00

Stressed out and feeling meh. Working two jobs that take up 90% of your time... Leaving you the ability to spend about 4 hours of your day with the one you married, seeing as sleep is a nessicary thing to keep those two jobs running.

Meh, I hate work... But it pays bills, which truly are piling up more and more... Meh. Money is a rare commidity nowadays and all my cash goes to bills... I rarely see a bit of it... I'm lucky to see some of it... Usually it's in the form of a series of numbers with a small dot in it somewhere that ultimately meets the bank account or hands of someone else not long after I obtain said cash... So needless to say... I hate the economy.

Meh.

Poor, Hungry, and looking into a new job.

2009-10-05T13:19:00.003-04:00

Well honestly, I have no money, rent does that to a person afterall. >.< -sighs- Having no money means I can't buy a whole lotta food for the house.. >Which means now I'm hungry [which really sucks]. Tonight the wife and I are having... Potatoes and green beans for dinner. Not a whole lot of choices there eh? It's a vegetable... And another vegetable. But at least it's food in my stomach tonight. heh.... ^.^

Now, the best part, I have heard about a company opening up an office that is offering about 40 jobs in my hometown [about 45 minutes from where I live now] that pays about 35k a year USD. AND the best part... it's in my field of choice... W00T ^.^

Well, not much more to say after that... I'm all excited though... Not sure how to actually apply for the blasted job, their site doesn't help ALL that much =(

I think I have to go and like... E-mail them and ask.. -sighs- buggery.

Bored, at one of my two jobs currently. Should be either shelving books, tying up bundles of older newspapers, or even do something OTHER than writing on this blog... BUT I am writing on this blog to entertain all of you that actually read my rants... Which scares me sometimes.

I also got my hair half up in liberity spikes and fan... Its interesting to see to say the least. I think tomorrow I'm just gonna hair spray it and blow dry it in a standing up style. We'll see.

Well, enjoy 'em.

Work, work and work...

2009-10-01T14:51:00.002-04:00

Yay for work, I am wondering if I can even get a real day of relaxation. Probably not... I truly am tired of work... Meh work.

Regardless, one job gives me interwebs connection, so I can't complain tooo awful much, I can talk with the goofballs that are my truly CRAZY comrades of much fun.

Been busy writing a story, got a book called "Book In A Month" or BIAM. It's interesting. =D I enjoy the setup of it. Heh.

Other than that book and work, house has been an uber mess, been working on that too... [Does anyone else see the occuring theme of work and working related topics in my life?]

Well, yay for me. Work work work... Meh... been hoping to get some RPing done today, dunno if I'm going to, we'll see. -sighs- Anirealm is going sloooowwww. =(

Well, I think I'm gonna go with "The Princess's" idear and use the upper righthand box as a Wishlist.

Now I gotta think about that. -sighs-

w00T Stuff up

2009-09-30T11:32:00.002-04:00

Okay, so this just in... I got some 'About Me' up there -points upward- I always got some links, also up there -again points up-. ALSO I got a tagboard thinger over there -points to the Tagboard section at the right of the screen-

Yay for all that accomplishments today. ^.^

I also got this lovely post coming to you straight from my bored fingers and such... Be proud. =P

w00T, so I got a new skin, some information slapped into the provided boxes. A lovely tagboard thingie... And sometime or another, I may figure out what I'm gonna do with that lost block. -points to the one last box in the upper right-hand corner- Yeah... That one...

It irks me already.

YAY New skin

2009-09-28T15:11:00.003-04:00

Okay, I finally got a skin to work, thanks for the help all ya'll that helped. =D ^.^

Also, gotta add a few things and then I'll be set and amused. =D

Thanks for the help all, after all, this is something to do to keep me from being bored [I guess.]

Got a Halloween costume all set, gonna be Gaara from Naruto this year. Heh, something I normally don't dress up as [Anime anything for that manner.] I found his gourd at FYE in the mall over the weekend. Heh, I <3 his gourd of awesome sand crushing coolness. =D

Heh. At work, trying to keep busy, failing hardcore. Meh.

Not much more to ramble on about.

LOL More to add, at 7.55pm my time. LOL I confused Sayeth, it's fun doing so.... Apparently rewording statements he makes into questions to clarifying something doesn't help him any, YAY for the English language. =D

Beware the mohawk!

2009-09-24T16:15:00.008-04:00

Muwhaha... I finally have images for all those mohawk image wanting fiends. =P Here they are, heh. But first, I must SHOW what I looked like previous to the mohawk... heh...

The following picture was taken before a wedding this previous August, my brother-in-law got married. Here I be:

Sorry you gotta ignore the whole, well... Sidewise view, hehe, enjoy the image. ;)

Here's what you been waiting for... I have a few images, they were all taken this morning. ;)

hehe, The side of my head. =D

heh the back/side of my head.

And lastly, the top of my head. Beware the goofy spikes. =D

Well, yay! My mohawk is up for your viewing pleasure =P Enjoy it you crazy peoples. =D

Other than that, work sucks... The Code Enforcement people came to work and gave us a bunch of crap to have to change around... Well, I gotta work on that and finish other stuff... I should be around, peace out peoples. =P

I hope to be around.

YAY The shakes... And yet I dunno why.

2009-09-23T10:13:00.005-04:00

Meh, lovely shakes I have. I can barely type correctly, my fingers and hands feel numb from the wrists down. No, not like cold numb, more like I lack a high enough blood sugar level to maintain the correct amount of feeling and coherentness in my movements type numb.

The sad thing is... I dunno WHY I have this feeling. I just ate breakfast, been awake for some time... So I know sleep and food aren't part of it... Not sure what else it is... -shrugs- I just hope it wears off soon enough. Meh. Rather not deal with it during work. -sighs-

That's another thing I hate... work... Bah. Regardless though, it pays bills, allows me to have a house, and feeds the wife and I. So, I guess I can't complain too much... Well, I can but who's listening? No one.

Let's see what else happened thus far. Monday I left my other job earlier to go home because the wife isn't feeling well, we're thinking things between flu, stomach bug, or pregnancy.... I'm honestly hoping one of the first two things, not quite ready to be a daddy, but if that's the case... Well, better late than never to deal with it... eh?

No pictures yet of the mohawk, that shall hopefully happen soon enough, just gotta get the time to make it stand up on end in a lovely row of spikes and then snap a picture or two of it.

Other than that, life is the same as always... I'm living it.

Oh oh, Reading a book, it rocks.. It's called Sandman Slim by Richard Kadrey. Really cool book! It's about a human that is sent to Hell while still alive, fights in the Hellion Arena, somehow gets back to Earth, and is now on a personal vengence killfest to maim and murder all the morons that sent him to the place of a Eternal Hellfire and such.

Happy happy joy joy for him... he meets more demons/fallen angels, Lucifer, some crazy bitch of an Angel, some wierd chaotic creatures, a vampire thingie called a Jade, a bunch of magical people that blow things up and such, an alchemist [that's a French Immortal], and some crazy chick he met at the video store he now lives at... Oh, and let's not forget the headless chum that owned the vid store. -shrugs- Needless to say, he's screwed!

Yay for books, its funny too. =D

Let's add to the fact that not only are my hands shaking like a crack-addicting looking for a fix... I freakin' miss people posting attacks against me in a forum-based RPG... How did I miss things like that?!

The 1st of hopefully many... Truthful Musings.

2009-09-21T13:52:00.001-04:00

First of all... I make these sorta things quite often, I need ta constantly be harrassed to update it... If I don't update it, I forget that I have it... If I forget I have it... it takes up database space and ulitmately gets deleted... Nothing new really, but honestly... It sucks.

Second of all, I'm a rambler and a writer and a programmer... So I'll ramble about just about anything... Mostly stories, boring stuff from off the web, and game programming for computers... I'm a bum.

On top of that, let's not forget my role-playing experiences, I'll post a lot about those to. Maybe even post things that happen to me a lot... Not entirely sure, we'll see.

Well, this is the first of I'm hoping MANY truthful musings, I guess. Heh.